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Without Peace

I am traveling with a wounded heart my pain of weariness is begining to have its toll on me. I have grown tired of the weight  that i bare upon my heart. I search for peace but it is without a location. I look for rest but it has no friend of connection to even begin.Truly i am aware that i will find it in eternal life. A journey i feel i have been on for awhile now. I have lost the anticipation here for that happiness to come, at the end of the tunnel i don't see the light anymore. I dream of a day that is simple, i hunger for only a  taste and i want for only enough. I pray for my enemies and ask for blessings of peace for all mankind. And in my heart i have none to enjoy. One day i pray to be able to feel that feeling again that comfort in my heart as well as in my life. I know not what tomorrow will bring nor the day after, so without peace i have no moment to live in. I feel like a piece of paper blowing in the wind, no direction or purpose.

Understanding

A man is only a man and will remain a man until he is born again. Once he is born again he is reserving his place in heaven. It is then he come into his purpose here on this earth,after he has accepted Christ as his Lord and Savior . In our faith as a christian it teaches us about coming into a union as one with Christ. Jesus himself  taught about the love he had for his father and you as well, and how important it is for us to love our neighbor. He told about the mansions that awaits us in his father house.

In search of Jesus

As a child my grandmother would come to our home every sunday after church, and tell us what a wonderful sermon the minister had preached and how much she enjoyed the service. I remember one particular sunday i asked her how do one go about getting religion.She told me that a person can go to church every sunday all their lives, but it dosen't mean that they have religion of a relationship with God. Then she told me to pray sincerely and ask the Lord for something that was not materialistic or selfish but to pray from my heart and see want the Lord deliver. That night before bed i got on my knees and prayed to the Lord to Bless my family and most of all to get my mother into church like my grandmother was. That next sunday my mother out of the blue got up and got dress for church and rode with my grandmother. My mother became the mother of her church and stayed faithful to her beleif and remained an active member until her death five years ago.
Throughout my life i have encountered many crossroads and they all seems to lead back to where i began. So many times i have found myself in line with death just to escape by a thread. My life have brought on many defeats that the average man would have thrown in the towel, but i've always known of Jesus and knew that things would get better. I've come to learn that patience is without a doubt one of the key elements in my journey. My heart is heavy at times and my mind seems confuse with directions, and yet i still can't find peace. I have avoided for so long what i've neede all alone and that is Jesus in my life, not just his name but i need his prersence and his touch. I need his comforting and his love as well as his blessings. I have come to realize something that i've known all alone and that is " man can't make it on bread alone. 

The Door of No Return

One unplesant night in a tavern in kakime, italy a gentleman i crossed path with before in lauredo, germany was dancing with my best friend's wife. Gripping her buddock causing her dress to expose her garments. The gentleman of this act is consumed with jack,seagram,paul and some budweiser to be exact and is known to carry a knife sharp as a sword. His performane is gathering attenion and has my friend in a modern rage mode. My friend wife is truly not enjoying her role for her constant pushing back and away should be enough for the gentleman to stop, but he continue to push.
At this point my friend get's up and start approaching the dance floor, he has had enough. As i got up and called out to him the song had ended, his wife embrace him like she hadn't seen him in twent years. His presence assures her she is protected.
   Two hours into the night drinking beer i can't pronounce and eating chips homemade from the kettle before you, i look at my friend and think 'this is living. A waitress from across the room notice our bottles pilling up and decided to dispose them and restock us with the six more a piece deal. My date a conisuer i've known through the years of vacationing in spain, has an uncle with a yacht and has invited us to join him for a trip to rio gandata at seven am. I have one eighteen on my watch, that leaves us with less than five hours to sleep. We decide to do a shot of some brandy that the local describe as sa'yave for our last drink. On our way out my friend and  i gave the waitress an extra 300 euros, she thanked us said god bless with an italian accent that camella soprano would envy. 
   Once outside we notice a group of men standing near our car, as we got closer it was clear that one was the culpit from the dance floor. May i help you gentleman my friend ask walking faster than before since his wife attacker has been identified. The men started walking toward us with vulgar tone in the company of our dates and threats toward our lives. It has now come to a point of defense and i must protect the one i love. W ith out a second thought i pulled my ....................tbc       

I Know

I Know

In His Light

In His Light

In The End

In The End

I Know

I Know

Concrete Flowers

Concrete Flowers

I Know

I Know

Time Will Tell

    It is no secret that mankind has forgotten its way with the word, that which is written in the holy bible. The hate one carries for his brother as well as his neighbor. The miss treatment of his women and the neglect and abuse he implement upon a child. The quarrel with the church and the practice of genocide. Playing God with another human life. Where did this marraige go wrong between man and God, and how will it end...?
    No servant is  better than his master, no animal should  be of equal with its plower and no child should ever raise up against his parents. These words i say to you are only a fragment of what is written. We have been given a guide to this life and its simple,' beleive in Jesus Christ accept him as your Lord and Savior and love one another. I wonder how can a person continue in this life delivering harm, hatred and cheating when we must answer for our action here on the other side. The day will come when we all will be judge and people are leaving here like Heaven is having a sale. So if i was you i would try to get some good points in because we never know when our number will be called. I would rather beleive in God and he didn't exist than to not and he do exist.  

When will we be ready

Since the birth of our great nation we have elected 44 presidents, all whom have been white males until recently. During their administration they all have made promises that they were for the people. A few have come up short in delivering what they promise in their campaign. Until a few days ago our newly elected president has struggle and with dedication and determination has manage to prevail over a stump that put up a misleading fight. President Obama campainged for healthcare for every citizen in this great nation, he promise he would keep at it until congress pass a bill of such caliber. With all the weight he had endured throughout the campaing and problems he inherited after the campaing he continued his battle for healthcare. President Obama beleive that it is a moral obligation that every american have health insurance. After the speaker of the house Nancy Pelosi announced the other day that the bill had passed, mix reviews uproared from the floor of the house, which has escalated to the media on the the citizens of this great nation. Leaving many americans confuse and under the impression that they must obtain health insurance. Which is not true,' and we have a lot of left wing poloticians to blame for the misreputation. Here we are devided as a nation on a cause that we all should be celabrating. It is a time for rejoice that we have a leader who have our best interest at hand than one that only is concern about his bank acount and his rich friends. If we are not ready to join together on such a cause as our health and especially our children, then i ask you 'when will we be ready ?

Allowing Love

We are constantly looking for ways to improve our lives as well as our relationships wether it be physical or intimate.In our society we have learned to lean on the fantasy of handicaps to determine what our happiness should be. I have learned over the years and through my traveling that love comes with no expectations or guidelines, it is love and that is all we need to update any situation.